eeeejjj now i gotta talk about this...
i just dont get it???
why other young girls offer themself and their money to a boy in alanya or somewhere in turkey, or another place in the world fx by giving them money sometimes or all the time in the winter and everything because those poor boys cant take care of themself... yes blabla, u might love him, but i would never feel that much loved if all i did was sending money and taking care of a ''grown up man'' like that and in that way... who just should get hes ass up and go find a work yaa.. i mean, come on be realistic here i've gotten my phone stolen before and money stolen 2 times (in alanya) from som f***king salak poor people who maybe needed it more than me, and maybe thought that im so extremly stupid and like i cant think for myself?? and see whats going on??.. and again it makes me so f***king angry and i hate that i think so much about it because i know who there has it!! amk, and someday i'll meet you again and i'll......... okay enough about that!!! and now i know that maybe alot of scandinavien girls will be thinking 'oohh she didnt' but OHH YESS i diiid! and now with all this i dont mean that its wrong to be with a turkish boy because i've been that, but its the money and the ''wrong kinda love'' that im talking about .. because i think its too bad that boys from there makes girls do all this for them?? or more like really sad... money isn't love, and it will never be. so nooononono, giving money for love will never be me. i've never ever in my whole life sendet money to some dude somewhere who ''needed it'' and im happy on my ways!!! cuz i've actually been in love over there before without even talking about money and so on... but, FINITO with that subject.
