i cant start this on new

it just doesnt work for me, at all... i need to tell myself to walk away from all this.

i feel like a ship without water, a bird without wings, a eye without colour.. i feel empty, but still somehow way to full!! i got to much, *i need to cut all this shit off* this isnt me, this ISNT what i want... and yes, i will always do whatever im able to, to get what i want and i know what i want.

But how am i going to make it this time? the biggest question, which also needs the biggest answer..

dont worry about the people in your past, there's a reason for that they didnt make it to your future.

*and so it will be*?

please dont ask me why... but things are just never good enough for me, cant help it!

it was the first school day today, ppphhhhh.... if ive missed it? hhmm NOPE DUDE, But sure it was great to see some of my lovely friends (y) well, my point of telling about this not special first school day was that it wasnt the best... i was so bored? IT was so boring.. how am i going to survive until the end?? ... and oh so many MANY new faces and everything im getting stressed is it gonna work? ... i doubt on my self, but lets see...

away from that i still have some problems, fx. i only have summer clothes right now, no kind a winter clothes at all, disaster!!! because of those 2 months in Turkey/Alanya this summer.... so shopping it will be.

hope your life is going easyer than mine right now :-)

xoxo

*nothing lasts forever*

im not in it, you are not in it... i was out of it, long time ago.. long long time ago, before you even knew.

yep... its now

here i am, back again... (on my blog, and in Denmark)
i hope you all have had the most amazing summer, because mine was amazing, sometimes more than other times, but yeye :) ... i will tell about all i can, tomorrow, cause tonight im tired... ive only been in Denmark 4 days, after ive been in Turkey for 2 months, and im starting and school tomorrow, so.. tired, yes!

i will do my opdates much better, and keep it going much better!!

x Christine