*it kills me*

i dont know how to come out with all this in the right way, with the right words...

for the first time in my life i cant say how the next couple of days will be like, and it kills me! ofcourse you cant tell the future and blabla... but i have always had a feeling in my stomack about everything actually, and lived after that, but this time, i cant tell... aaarhg

but away from all that, there is so many other things that there kills me, and i could freak out so badly about it, and kill one or another, but thats not the way to do it, or get through it. I got aloooot in my luggage to carry around day and night, and no.. i dont wanna carry it around... if i could i would leave it, but... yeye

- so now, mood up! because i gotta get through the last exam on thursday! and the night between thursday and friday i will be on my way to Turkey(Alanya) ! and no, nothing is ready or enything:) oh soo extreemly typical me:D haha... so, if nothings ready, then everything is as it should be d-: haha

- Erica & Helena is waiting me in Alanya, and they have already been there almost a month when i come.. jesus, haha :) cant wait to be A nigga again d; love it.

xoxo

(L)

*I see your true colors, thats why i love you*

3 days left......

*whats up*

i know whats up... paradise is, uuumm (L) just 4 days later, and im on my way out of Denmark.. jesus, i cant stand waiting any longer... and for those who needs to wait alot more days to get to alanya, i tell you, for sure... the last couple of days AINT going fast, its hell... its, aaarhg, let it past yaa.

- but before all that .. i got some boring things to do, which i HAVE to do before i leave. well i guess that the best comes with the most bad? whatever.. im getting there.

ive been wondering alot about which hair color i will have when i come back to Dk igen? hhmm who knows ;) Tonight im going out to see a movie with my big'sis' (Sex and the city 2) caaaaant wait man!

* we are gonna make it all the way *

every beauty, needs to go out with a jerk..

if the heart is always searching, can you ever find the hope?...

*delirious*

8 days left baby... i think it did past fast ;) i remember when i started with countdown, haha.. there, there were like 33 weeks left!! mmmvvahahaha im so thankfull for the ONLY 8 days, that there is left!:D

- i got a exam tomorrow, phhuu... and no i didnt try to pack my suitcase:p haha oh so typical me! i should really fucking start to do some of the 'to do things' .. or i will die because of stress 8 days later.. but well, thats how you normaly will see me: stressed to death:P

the vaccine i talked about yesterday that ive also got yesterday, still hurts in my arm :s and no, to get it didnt hurt, i never think that hurts.. ive got aloooot different vaccines and it never hurt on me.. but this one, auchh!! let see if it gets better... cause as i said earlyer: my head is fucking wierd and all turned around these days, and im afraid it will be until i sit on the plane ;) so.. haha:D

*soon baby*

9 daaaays yaa... 9 fucking days left :D it stil isnt real to me, guess it will show in the end ?

i aint doing that much these days actually. I should be reading, getting ready for the next exam, but i dont get it anyway d-: aand my head is somewhere else.

i can say that i got very well again... never ever will i be sick like that one more time.. the pain ive had those days, wasnt human.. take me on my words!! so yes im lucky lucky now (:

so, tomorrow i will try to pack all my stuff in my suitcase, and also see how heavy it is. maybe i will tonight, if i cant sleep :P muha..

*oh yeah*

I did get some tan, even though that im sick to death:P im really not feeling totally well at all, but it is getting there;)
10 fucking days left!! 10!!!!!! its not real for me.. it still feels like that it is something far, far away, but its coming so much closer still, and that also means that i gotta get more ready than what i am now, but its freaking hard, when im still this sick, i actually cant do anything.
I knooow that my updates the last days havent been the best or most happiest, but it will come.. it will (:
take care out there.

xoxo

uumm :)

2 weeks left, and im off to dreamland d-: naaa just the little Alanya :-D haha

im still sick, and i have 2 exams left, lucky for me that the last exams is starting 8 days later, i gotta get well again soon!!

i atually dont do so much these days, just laying in the bed and feeling like im going to die in a moment s; im just not getting any better ;(

jesus !!

jesus christ... i made it :D im so relaxed now, no worries... the sun is shining and now i just gotta get well again.

*shit*

im so so sick, i got the influe... and im over 40 degrees hot :S !! and just 30 min. later i have a exam to go to... gosh, i hate this, im sure that im not gonna make it , will see,