

i could REALLY use the varm from that day where those pictures were taken! riiight now! im already sick of being here in Denmark? i thought that i just stopped feeling like that, cause when i got back to Denmark like 5 weeks ago i was for sure feeling like: oohh wanna go baack to Alanya blablabla.. but then i got over it and was happy for being here.. but now?? jesus christ... everything is irritating me, no kidding. And im trying soo much to be happy and just smile at everybody and making deals and so on... but, its like that i wont be used to Denmark before it gets really winter here.. like in December/January.. not that i love those months, cause i HAAATE them! ggrrrhh=!="(¤¤/"#)"= iieewww, i could live without snow FOREVER. Buuuut no, things will never be good enought for me, cause its myself there have to make the situation good when something is really shitty here in the cold north... but årh.. everything and almost everybody is just irritating me these days.. or yeah, these weeks... and ive been home for fucking 38 days, not much though?! HAH jesus get a fucking hold on yourself Christine!!