it just doesnt work for me, at all... i need to tell myself to walk away from all this.
i feel like a ship without water, a bird without wings, a eye without colour.. i feel empty, but still somehow way to full!! i got to much, *i need to cut all this shit off* this isnt me, this ISNT what i want... and yes, i will always do whatever im able to, to get what i want and i know what i want.
But how am i going to make it this time? the biggest question, which also needs the biggest answer..
